An Act of Obedience: This Blog

This blog is an act of obedience and I’m terrified. I wrestle with the fear of judgment. What if people read this and think I’m crazy? What if those I share fellowship with question the authenticity of my experience and relationship with God? What if those I hold closest to my heart distance themselves because I'm opening up about my spiritual journey? The prospect of strained relationships has always been my greatest apprehension. I've often been a people pleaser, prioritizing connection above all else.

Yet, as I age and allow the Holy Spirit to guide me towards a deeper relationship, I've come to realize that true connection cannot thrive if I'm not honest about who I am and what I'm discovering. It's not about divulging every detail of our lives; some things are meant to remain private. However, the path I'm on, prompted by the Lord, beckons me to share, even though I'm anxious to do so.

So as the Lord is gently breaking me free of my people pleasing tendencies, I will attempt the best way I know how to follow Him in obedience. Perhaps along the way, someone else on a similar journey will find comfort and hope. Maybe someone else needs the encouragement to step out and know the Lord on a deeper level. He is undeniably worth every step of this journey. He bestows a peace that defies understanding, even in the midst of life's chaos. He becomes an unwavering anchor for your soul. He is closer than you might think; all you need are the eyes to see. The One who knit you in your mother’s womb, desires a relationship with you.

I invite you to join me as I continue to learn and grow in my relationship with Him. I’ll go first if you are too scared. My sincere prayer is that through my journey, you too may come to know Him more intimately, and that He becomes your unshakable source of strength.